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Sunday, 02 August 2009

  • "You hold your head up to the sky; you say What kind of blue are you?"

    I have a very serious question to ask.

    I want to be a writer.
    It's a known fact.

    I was just wondering about Pen Names.

    I know not everyone has one, but some do.
    Sometimes it's a single change, like "Stephenie Meyer"
    And sometimes it's a full change like "Cassandra Clare".
    [[At least, I THINK those are pennames. Stephenie might have actually been named that... WHATEVER.]]
    Other example, just in case: "Liminey Snicket".

    So, I want a Pen Name.
    Not so much to hide my identity [[trust me, it sounds a LOT like my full name]],
    But to just give me something to build on.

    I have a pretty good idea, even though I blush from my head to my toes just thinking about sharing it.
    Is it really so wrong to want to change your name for the future?

Monday, 27 July 2009

  • "And everyone can see you're watching me wating for the next move..."

    I really have to pee.
    No, you didn't need to know that, but I'm still not going to get up.
    I'm sick and chewing constantly on ice.
    I need to be writing my two stories, and I will soon.
    Just putting it off.
    I really wish Avatar: The Last Airbender hadn't finished.
    My sisters and I had this entire 3 day thing where we watched the season boxes and the rushed to the store to buy the next one.
    We finished yesterday.
    And for 3 days, we were together.
    As sisters.
    Like how we're supposed to be.
    I just had an ice cream sandwich.
    It was good.
    I'm watching Chicken Little.
    And listening to Meghan Tonjes.
    She's amazing.
    You should check out her Youtube channel.

    Over all, I still have to pee. ><

Friday, 17 July 2009

  • Nos Ne Dogonyat

    I just don't know what to think of you anymore.

    I'd miss you.

    But you fucking piss me off.

    Screw it.

    I'm not going to let you and your mother push mine around
    Just because she's stupid.

    I love you.

    But she's family.

    :[

    Looks like they did get us, babe.

  • t.A.T.u.: Obsession? Me? No...

    I wish I was this cute. ^^

    tatu yulia yulia2 <-- my favorite. -shrugs-
    o <--WHO DOESN'T WISH THEY LOOKED LIKE THAT.
    Yulia [[Julia]]

    lean lena
    Lena [[Elena]]
    Both from the band, t.A.T.u, which they say stands for "love freedom" and pronounced "tattoo". I've also read somewhere along the line that it means "this that", but I can't say that's exactly correct, because according to their Youtube profile, it means the prior.  

    They have a twisted and strange story, Yulia and Lena.

    They're past producer, Ian something or another, forced them [[actually, had them sign a contract that practically said they couldn't even speak unless he gave the okay]] to put on a show of lesbian behavior. As young girls at ages 15 and 16, they seemed to have a blurred sense of reality and their show. They genuinely thought, after a while, that the feelings were real, or at least that's my understanding of it. They thought they were in love, like any teenage couple. 

    Giving us All_The_Things_She_Said. It's their first hit single in Russia, and when it traveled to England, this is what they created. [[I don't think I'll add the Russian version, mainly because I don't understand it.]]
    The story line is about one school girl who falls in love with another. It's a song about confussion and surprising emotion. The video is beautiful, and if you're a "hater" against the gays, I can understand if you don't want to click the link or stop reading. [[though it would make me sad]]
    school

    Their plain emotion capture audiences and they soon came up with a follow up to prove themselves worthy of the top. Not_Gonna_Get_Us or the English cover of "Nos Ne Dogonyat".  
    tatu-200
    They rose on the charts and continued on being fabulous.

    I don't really know what happened after that, considering the fact all the sites I click never have a full bio. All I know is Yulia got preggers and they seperated from the Psycho Manager. Lena also got hot while Yulia went from cute to fake tanned and a mommykins.

    For whatever reason, they kept their lesbian act for the band, calling it an "image" they felt they needed to keep. They're beautiful girls with wonderful talent. I adore them, especially 30_Minutes or the English cover of "30 Minut".

    tatu3
    The story line is touching and heartbreaking, while the video is daring and fresh. I always love the originals, even if it isn't, it is to me. :P

    Glorious band, and I seriously hope that they each take on their solo careers, but come back to t.A.T.u.

    tatu2

Thursday, 16 July 2009

  • 3 A.M.

    I'm at that point in the night where nothing but lyrics can take your feelings like a
    Dream catcher.
    Words are useless,
    Yet you strive for the right ones.
    They sing,
    Those people;
    So beautiful;
    So light;
    And you want your words to sing,
    But writing is just lies on paper.
    Is it not?
    We're all just liars.
    Liars with pretty words,
    And catchy phrases;
    Trying to sell our lives like books.

    I think I'm too tired to find out if that even makes sense.

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